Avp's poems

[avp60685]

I’m gonna miss you
An original poem written November 5, 2009

Even though we didn’t always see eye to eye
You and I both knew that we loved each other
I am glad that you called me yours
I know I will miss you so
All I can say is I’m gonna miss you
The truth of knowing you’re gone is hard
Everywhere I look I can see and hear you
It’s hard knowing you have left us

You called yourself an eagle and now
You can truly soar free from pain
I will always remember the times we spent
Together because they were something else
And now all I can say is
I’m gonna miss you
I really did love you Daddy
And I was glad to be your child

It still seems surreal that you’re gone
All I can do is wipe my eyes
And run to comfort my mother
And now I need comfort too
And now all I can say is I’m gonna miss you
I am so glad I was your child
And that you were my daddy
Even if it was for a little bit

My dear daddy may I never forget you
You will live in my memory forever
And I will look forward to a day
When we shall be reunited
And now all I can say is I’m gonna miss you
I am glad to have been able to gotten to know ya
I am so glad I got to love you

The days ahead will long and hard
But with love and support from others
Somehow I’ll be able to make it
And now all I can say is I’m gonna miss you
Fly on my dear daddy eagle
And may you soar forever
Free and happy away from pain
Someday we shall meet again

Dedicated to my dear Daddy John Charles Parker who passed away on this day

From Alysia Victoria Parker his only child and daughter.

[AntiArbitrator]

Beautiful and heartwarming. Thanks for sharing this.

[Watchtower]

Avp, that poem is truly just beautiful.

[Kimba116]

I never knew you were an only child Aly?


It's very nice. Reminds me of a poem that i wrote and dedicated to a childhood friend.

[baronyvesderoch]

your poetry in french my dear AVP


Même si nous nous somme pas toujours regarder dans les yeux
Vous et moi savions que nous nous aimions
Je suis heureuse que vous m'avez appelé à vous
Je sais que vous me manquerez
Tout ce que je peux dire, c'est que vous allais me manquer
La vérité de savoir que tu es parti est difficile
Partout où je regarde je peux vous voir et vous entendre
C'est dur de savoir que vous nous avait laissé

Vous avez appelé et vous etes maintenant un aigle
Vous pouvez vraiment planer sans douleur
Je me souviendrai toujours des moments que nous avons passés
Ensemble parce qu'ils étaient autre chose
Et maintenant, tout ce que je peux dire, c'est
tu vas me manquer
Je vraiment je t'aime papa
Et j'ai été heureuse d'être de votre enfant

Il me semble encore irréel que tu soit parti
Tout ce que je peux faire, c'est essuyer mes yeux
Et courir à consoler ma mère
Et maintenant j'ai besoin de trop de reconfort
Et maintenant, tout ce que je peux dire, c'est que vous allais me manquer
Je suis tellement heureuse d'avoir été votre enfant
Et que vous étiez mon papa
Même si c'était pour un peu

Mon cher papa , je ne vous oublierai jamais
Vous vivrez dans ma mémoire pour toujours
Et je me réjouis d'une journée
Lorsque nous serons réunis
Et maintenant, tout ce que je peux dire, c'est que vous allais me manquer
Je suis heureuse d'avoir pu de te connaître
Je suis tellement contente que je dois vous aimer

Les jours à venir sont longs et difficile
Mais avec l'amour et le soutien des autres
D'une certaine manière, je serai capable de le faire
Et maintenant, tout ce que je peux dire, c'est que je vais vous manquez
vole sur un aigle mon cher papa
Et vous vous élèverez jamais plus
Libre et heureux loin de la douleur
Un jour nous nous reverrons

[baronyvesderoch]

arfffffffffffff i 'm super stupide me my appology lol is horrible i imagine the unique name of american girls is leann lol

[avp60685]

thanks, I wrote that just hours after my dad died and I came home and immediately starting writing and yes i am only child!

[Kimba116]

Yw.
Do you have any others that you want to share?

I just posted another one of mine.

[avp60685]

This song was written by me because I have lost some many people who I love and adore and I have so much I want to tell them right now but now I will have to wait until we see each other again in heaven!


I’ll see you later

Sitting on the edge of my memories
It only seems like yesterday
I was laughing and joking with you
It seemed like we had all the time in the world to be together
And now the cold hard truth hits
That you are gone for now

I’ll see you later
Is what I will say to you
Because I don’t know how soon we’ll be together
But I know that I love you and you were dear to me
I’ll see ya later and I love you
See you soon I hope
Because I am already
Missing you

The days have gone by rather quickly
But still the pain hasn’t gone away
I love you so much and wish you were here by my side
Cause I have so much I want to tell you
But now I must wait until we are reunited again

I’ll see you later
Is what I will say to you
Because I don’t know how soon we’ll be together
But I know that I love you and you were dear to me
I’ll see ya later and I love you
See you soon I hope
Because I am already
Missing you

I sit up in my room and realize as I look at your pictures
That it wasn’t the right time for you to leave me
But I guess God had his reasons as to why he took you from me
I sit and cry and cry but it won’t bring you back to me
I guess I must wait until we see each other in heaven
Which seems like a long way away

I’ll see you later
Is what I will say to you
Because I don’t know how soon we’ll be together
But I know that I love you and you were dear to me
I’ll see ya later and I love you
See you soon I hope
Because I am already
Missing you

I’ll see you later
Since I can’t be with you right now
But I know that once we see each other again
It will be like we never left each other’s side
Since we will have so much to tell
One another
Once we are reunited at heaven’s gates

I’ll see you later
Is what I will say to you
Because I don’t know how soon we’ll be together
But I know that I love you and you were dear to me
I’ll see ya later and I love you
See you soon I hope
Because I am already
Missing you

I love you and I miss you so much
And I know that I will see ya later
Even though that seems like forever
It won’t be long to you though
You’ll just smile at me and say
“What took you so long to get here?”

I’ll see you later
Is what I will say to you
Because I don’t know how soon we’ll be together
But I know that I love you and you were dear to me
I’ll see ya later and I love you
See you soon I hope
Because I am already
Missing you

I miss you and I will see you soon
And love you so much too
Can’t wait until we see each other again
So I will smile and say to you “I’ll see ya later”

[avp60685]

What do I see?
By: A.V.P

What do I see?
A world gone mad!
Is what I see.
That makes me feel sad!

People are teasing people
They're killing their own folks
And they're stealing from people
That are like you and me

When I see all of this
It makes me want to live
Somewhere else
I hope the world changes soon

But! Now I'll try to make
The world a better place
For people like you and me
Until the madness stops!!

Written on: 05-27-2001

[avp60685]

School Days

School can be hard.
But I think I can pass class.
I never skip class or cheat.
I love my class it is cool.

I'm up ahead of them.
I love my classes and teachers.
My teachers and classes are the best.
I know I will pass all of my tests.

My school is cool.
Even though we don't have a pool.
But my school is the best.
It's much better than a test.

Written on: 05-02-2000

[baronyvesderoch]

yes me to i lost my father after this suicide is hard if for whats i understand your poetry very well my friend really

[avp60685]

thanks baron

[Kimba116]

Apr 16, 2012 12:40:36 GMT -5 avp60685 said:

School Days

School can be hard.
But I think I can pass class.
I never skip class or cheat.
I love my class it is cool.

I'm up ahead of them.
I love my classes and teachers.
My teachers and classes are the best.
I know I will pass all of my tests.

My school is cool.
Even though we don't have a pool.
But my school is the best.
It's much better than a test.

Written on: 05-02-2000

Reminds me of one of mine. One of my earlier ones...

“During Class” 10-13-95

During class there is silence,
I always waste my time in science.

All we do is sit on our asses all day.
I’d rather sleep my life away.

During class there is no gum.
Which I think is really dumb.

I say we should all cut,
instead of being stuck by that slut.

[avp60685]

Being Thankful
I'm always hearing people complain because they don't have the latest stuff. But you should be thankful for what you do have instead of what you don't have. It could be so much worse because you could be living on the streets or you could be hungry. I try to be thankful for what I do have. It isn't always easy to do but God wants thankful people instead of unthankful ones. If you do not show you're thankful then try to imagine what life would be like if you had nothing. That will make you thankful for what you do have. So, stop griping and start being thankful!

Written on: 11-27-2003

Thanksgiving season

Guests coiming over for turkey and all sorts of food. It's a time to be thankful for all that God has given us . It's a time to be thankful for His many blessings. If it weren't for Him we wouldn't be here celebrating and thanking Him for everything! I hope and pray that He'll keep providing us with our needs no matter how small or large, He knows them. Some way He'll give them to us. I thank Him for my many blessings and gifts that come from Him! I hope that I can be thank Him all the time instead of some of the time!




What is a mom?
By: Alysia V. Parker

A mom is rare woman who loves kids
She tries hard not to yell at them
She lets them know she cares for them
A mom builds you up when you are down
She tries hard not to frown at the kids
Her job may be tough but she sticks with it
A job like this isn’t for every woman
Someday I hope that I will get to be a mother
Moms come in all sorts of shapes and sizes
Moms stick by you when times are tough
Not everyone can do that but some can.
In order to be a mom you must love your job
A mom is caring as well as sensitive too.
Moms aren’t perfect but they try their best
A mom is always there when you need her
Whenever you need her, she will be there.
Without moms the world is one sad place
Everyone deserves to have a mom who is dear.
Also moms put aside their fears.
So, to the moms of the world, here’s to you!

[avp60685]

Boys and Girls
I see lovers strolling by
I see couples without worries
I see boys with their girls
They are so happy together.

Why can't I be one of them?
Am I too smart?
Am I too ugly?
I don't know but I do
Know that Jesus loves me just the way I am

Written on: 3-15-2002

[avp60685]

A new that I am leaving untitled for now but felt inspired to write:

He and I said sacred vows today
We look forward to the day
When he becomes my husband
and I become his wife when he places that band
on my finger
and yet his memory still lingers


I know he has been hurt so much as have I
I don't want to ever tell him a lie.
His child will become mines as well
And someday my own belly will swell
carrying the child made from love we share
all because we took the time to show we care.

I know he is far away from me and is miles away
But we won't let our love sway
Because we know we will always stay
as we lay our hearts desires down
and stop the frowns.

He makes me smile and happy to be his
It is truly special to feel like this.
I love you sweetie because you mean so much to me
Love always from me

Written May 15, 2012

[avp60685]

A new poem about being betrayed:

You said you would never hurt me
and you would always be
right there when I needed you
I call out for you

But you don't answer my notes
It is like you were scared by what I wrote
I am hating what you did to me
you saw I was young and naive so true
and now I am feeling oh so blue

I thought I had a clue in what to do
I tried to tell others you weren't like that you were my boo
but you broke my heart and now it will never be the same
I hope I can forget your sorry name
because you have made me ashamed
and make me I wish I was lame

Written May 15, 2012!

[avp60685]

Why did Jesus die?
By: Alysia Victoria Parker

Many ask why did Jesus die
He died so people like you and me
Might have everlasting life in Him.
If it hadn’t been for Him
We would be living a life not worth much.
Jesus’ death paid for so many people’s sins
Including mine. That is why Jesus died
I’m so glad that He did
If He hadn’t I would have to pay the price for my sins myself. Thank God for allowing His only begotten son to die for His children who are lost in a sin-filled world. Without His love we are truly lost and hopeless.
Thank you Jesus for your priceless gift to mankind.

[Kimba116]

May 15, 2012 17:58:48 GMT -5 avp60685 said:

A new poem about being betrayed:

You said you would never hurt me
and you would always be
right there when I needed you
I call out for you

But you don't answer my notes
It is like you were scared by what I wrote
I am hating what you did to me
you saw I was young and naive so true
and now I am feeling oh so blue

I thought I had a clue in what to do
I tried to tell others you weren't like that you were my boo
but you broke my heart and now it will never be the same
I hope I can forget your sorry name
because you have made me ashamed
and make me I wish I was lame

Written May 15, 2012!

Awww.
You deserve better anyway.

[avp60685]

thanks kim

[Kimba116]

You're welcome.

[avp60685]

Boredom



I'm bored with nothing to do
I wish I had something to do
I need to get outta here
Help me please!

Get me outta here now
I'm really bored so get me out
Of this place right now
Before I freak out

I'm bored and I want outta here
So get me outta here
Before I start to scream
'cause I am BORED!

Written on 4-2-2002

I wrote this while in the school cafeteria while being bored to death!

[avp60685]

A poem I wrote to honor Michael J. Fox:

My Special Hero
By Alysia V. Parker

He stands at 5 feet 5 inches tall
But to me he is a giant of a man
I have been in love with him
Ever since I was a child
I know many people may laugh at me
But I just shrug them off and smile knowing the truth

He may be just an actor to some
But to me he is so much more
He is also a son, brother, father, writer, activist, friend
And so much more including husband
I have the honor of watching him succeed in most everything he does

I wish him the best always and will hope and pray his dreams come true
I know that he is fighting hard for stem cell research to be passed
And I will fight long and hard with him to see this comes true
He is really special to me because he is one of my heroes
Who is this hero you might ask?

He is none other than Michael J. Fox
Who was born 47 years ago in Canada
And who is struggling with a disease known as Parkinson’s
I hope and pray that he will get to see the end of this disease before he turns fifty years old.

It is because of him I believe in myself
And not ashamed when people make the comment “you’re short for your age” I just laugh and explain that he happens to be my height as well
It when I say this that people stop and realize the truth
He is larger than life and a hero to us all.

So to my special hero
I want to tell you that I love you
And I wish you the best of happiness always in everything that may your way. Here’s hoping that we can cure and make Parkinson’s a thing of the past. I will always treasure your inspiration to believe in something more