Post by ashley on Jan 6, 2012 12:56:41 GMT -5
nope I have never been good at writing so if bad grammar bothers you dont bother reading. Alot of stuff has happened recently somethings im not sure words spoken or typed can express but I will try. Ive never got the point of diaries leaving journals around filled with stuff and thoughts no one else can read. for some people i guess it serves the same as screaming into a pillow taking all your deepest thoughts and feeling and crying them onto a object . Objects dont speak back, people do. Perhaps People will understand or serve far better than a diary or a down pillow.
Death never gets easier even though its a everyday occurrence. no mater the age we are it still feels like having all the air beat outta you. My grandmothers passing away the one on my dads side. a few years ago there was a flash fire at her home her dog got her out. she was making french fries and the fire just happened. Grandma than lived here for a year and she declined fast after a violent reaction to a MRi. 1/ out of 4 people are allergic to the die injections. after that and Alzheimer's kicked in and took her from us her body was there but her mind was gone. the Grandmaisims were gone the coffee smell and bacon smell were just gone. shes in the hospital now there giving her all sorts of drugs buts its just prolonging everything there trying to hold on till we can say bye.
Death never gets easier even though its a everyday occurrence. no mater the age we are it still feels like having all the air beat outta you. My grandmothers passing away the one on my dads side. a few years ago there was a flash fire at her home her dog got her out. she was making french fries and the fire just happened. Grandma than lived here for a year and she declined fast after a violent reaction to a MRi. 1/ out of 4 people are allergic to the die injections. after that and Alzheimer's kicked in and took her from us her body was there but her mind was gone. the Grandmaisims were gone the coffee smell and bacon smell were just gone. shes in the hospital now there giving her all sorts of drugs buts its just prolonging everything there trying to hold on till we can say bye.
